Dilemma

>> Sunday, May 15, 2011

Hello World....

I always think that life should have come with a manual or with a search engine ...

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these days am in an impasse... taking a decision is never easy...

I don’t want to take a hasty decision … like I did in the past & live in regret

I’m right now stuck in the middle of my life journey… not knowing which way to choose...

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cant deny am afraid...apprehensive...

life  is never easy...

the choice that I will take will reflect on my future... am still thinking on the pros & cons...trying to make out where I shall be in the future...

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my big dilemma is whether to quit my job or not...

the job I had started to hate so much...which has become my own purgatory...

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I hate the hypocrisy ....
the egoisms...
the unfairness...
the exploitation...
the coldness
& the inhumanity...

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I no more want to
be tormented in my sleep with work...
where at every turn there is only reproaches..
where opening your mail inbox you are afraid there is going to be some very bad news...

today I no more have the strength to face all of these...
all my patience has faded away...

and I don't know what to do

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23 comments:

queen in red May 15, 2011 at 7:48 AM  

my dear friend... i am in the middle too..

so i cant help you..

but i can send you many kisses...

good luck ..

Gaia Eos May 15, 2011 at 11:07 AM  

by responding to my post, I really appreciate it...thank you very much for helping me...I pray too that you find your answers take care my friend ^_^

thomas May 15, 2011 at 11:12 PM  

Dear Gaia,
Be brave and make a decision,
in the mean time you can try look for other jobs while deciding.

queen in red May 16, 2011 at 8:07 AM  

oh thank you so much... you are so kind..

kisses... and hugs

Gaia Eos May 17, 2011 at 11:02 AM  

@Thomas am doing my best to wake up everyday & find some will to go to the office but every day there's something that comes & sweep all efforts away...am trying to find the necessary strength & will to go ahead & assume my decision & choice ...thanks for the advice Thomas really appreciate it take care my friend ^_^

Gaia Eos May 17, 2011 at 11:02 AM  

@Queen in Red you're most welcome ^_^

queen in red May 17, 2011 at 11:13 AM  

thank you for your visiting...

you are welcome too..

TRAVEL FORUM May 17, 2011 at 11:25 AM  

I believe some decision can change our life but we human being are always in indecision.

roffe May 17, 2011 at 11:53 AM  

Hold on, hold on, be strong, Gaia..There is always someone out there who'll care for you...take care...

Reech May 19, 2011 at 6:09 AM  

This is not going to help but please take it into account:

I have a friend who had the same problem. She did a BSc in Chemistry and she got a job instantly. However, she hated it as hell. People talked about her. Her boss was an assw***e and there was unfairness. At last, she gathered her courage and left. Now, she has no job since 2 years and she regrets her step. She wished she had ignored everyone because she ended up being the loser.

You know, Mauritius is well-known for corruption and it's hard to find a job nowadays unless 'you know someone'... University did/do not teach us about real life difficulties. I am fortunate to know older people who teach me these. So please, be sure you can get another job as easily before leaving this one. Try booking an interview for another job for example. But bear in mind, the land looks greener on the other side but it might not be true. Who says you will not encounter the same thing or worst? Life is a mystery, but you have to risk it. Wish you all the best.
~Reechna

Gaia Eos May 20, 2011 at 12:49 PM  

@ queen in red thanks for your visit too wish you a nice weekend my friend take care ^_^

Gaia Eos May 20, 2011 at 12:51 PM  

@ TRAVEL FORUM true...its always hard to take a decision with the uncertainty that always ponder putting you in a great dilemma

Gaia Eos May 20, 2011 at 12:53 PM  

@ Roffe trust me my friend am doing my very best everyday to go to work & face this situation but every day there are new things adding to my demotivation & you are all alone to face them :(

Gaia Eos May 20, 2011 at 1:01 PM  

@ Reech know what you mean Reech cos have been unemployed when was doing my last year @ uni....its very hard to go through this stage...

I work in a bank i.e in the loan dept...its the heart of the organisation & work in the documentation unit so believe me when I said that the stress, tension from morning till evening...and its on going...

au lieu mo épanoui dan mo travay mo p deperi...

still am trying to carry on...i felt sometimes am gonna have a breakdown LOL all night long I dream about my work....finding another job wont be easy... as you rightly said si pena backing to pa avancer ici...

thanks a lot for your advice...really appreciate it...will surely keep this in mind...

btw how life @uom LOL...

have a great weekend Reech take care my friend ^_^

Made Budi May 21, 2011 at 3:53 AM  

I know that it's not easy to make a decision that affect your life in the future, but I think you have a best choice to make your life better than before.

TRAVEL FORUM May 21, 2011 at 7:27 AM  

Life is always in big confusion. We human being are not fixed by our deed we depend on our fate. So,sometimes taking decision is really big problem.

Magia da Inês May 21, 2011 at 11:05 AM  

Olá, amiga!
Entendo o que você está sentindo...
já passei por isso.
É muito difícil trabalhar num ambiente que não gostamos mais.
No meu caso, arranjei outro emprego primeiro...
Desejo tudo de bom para você e seu futuro.
Beijinhos.
°º♫✿
°º✿ Brasil
º° ✿✿♥ ♫° ·.

Gaia Eos May 22, 2011 at 2:08 AM  

@ Made Budi yeah you are right...whatever decision am going to take ...must make sure it will be in my interest...thank you fro dropping by...take care my friend ;)

Gaia Eos May 22, 2011 at 2:09 AM  

@ TRAVEL FORUM yeps and whats hard is to know how to distinguish the right & wrong..and most difficult of all to know that once you take a path in life...there's no turning back whether its right or wrong

Gaia Eos May 22, 2011 at 2:11 AM  

@ Magia da Inês think must do like you...try to get another job first ...thank you for dropping by...wish you a nice day take care my friend ;)

Magia da Inês May 28, 2011 at 10:54 AM  

Olá, amiga!

Bom fim de semana!
Beijinhos.

°º♫
°º✿Brasil
º° ✿♥ ♫° ·.

Raul June 13, 2011 at 1:41 AM  

Have a nice Day Gret blog ;)

BIAO June 30, 2011 at 1:53 PM  

im so sad dear friend .. be patient
plase visit back my blog and give me some gift and u know it

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