Impasse

>> Saturday, May 8, 2010

Hello World !
This Thursday will be my last day at uni (also my last test)…Finally I can say it aloud or scream it: Have done it!!! Have been able to complete the course….
Most of my friends are relatively relieved as they won’t be any assignment, lectures, exams or presentation pending on them…
But am sad…
Am gonna miss those lectures which I always want them to end the moment they start or the hectic way we usually do our presentation but it will be mostly my classmates who am gonna miss the most…
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Know it’s not the end but the beginning at that education does not end at a degree but will I have again such class or classmates?
Now am looking (or should I say hunting) for a job… after having been jobless for almost a year, can say it is so difficult to find yourself a job these days…so frustrating and stressful…
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So am in the melancholy mood reminding myself all the times not to think about the past and move forward…but kinda hard…
Did you even ask yourself if you had made the right choice? But then realize it’s kinda too late…but you still keep pondering what gonna be the outcome of this life….
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This is what am up to those days….it is so easy to dwell in your sleep and dream rather than wake up and face life and its reality…dreams are so comforting and better (.Note to myself: to stay away from those happy-ending books or movies….)…
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I think it is easier to believe in lies and illusion which are more subtle and seductive than the truth…
So am stuck in this impasse….
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6 comments:

Yashvin May 8, 2010 at 7:31 AM  

I dont really think that the lectures will miss you. It will be most probably be your friends, the campus and that cool life (if we forget the assignements)

But working isn't bad either... You decide what you want to do with your money. You can stay out late (pretexte travail)...

Good luck in your quest for a nice job ;)

Gaia May 9, 2010 at 4:40 AM  

LOL yeah the lecturers wont miss me :p but am gonna miss those lectures cos really learn many things fro them...
thanks really need some luck these days ^_^

Reech May 9, 2010 at 11:30 AM  

Optimism, my friend! I'm sure you are going to find a suitable job but bear in mind, do not give up on your pursue. Your first job might not be the one and in a way, it's good because now all you need is experience ;)

Aww... You leaving UOM and I'm attending in a few months...no fair! :( I asked my aunt who works at the administration of UOM when the replies will come in and she said in a week or so XD *fingers crossed*

Navin May 10, 2010 at 8:28 AM  

Ah, I'm in the same situation as you. My last exams are gonna be on the 24th, but I'm already starting to miss the atmosphere- the campus life and hanging around just doing nothing with my friends!

Thankfully I've already got a job offer so I don't have to go for this tedious job hunting exercise right now. Good luck in finding yours. :)

Looking forward to this new world..that of a job! :p

Gaia May 11, 2010 at 1:51 AM  

@Reech guess you're right we need to be positive in life :p
hey too bad am leaving uom as you're enrolling :(
wish you all the best am sure you gonna be accepted ^_^ *fingers crossed*

Gaia May 11, 2010 at 1:53 AM  

@Navin hmmm we are in the same boat as it seems ^_^
lucky you...the job hunting is not easy need a lot of patience and optimism

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