Aspiration

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Today i was watching a documentary on TV on St Batherlemy or St. Barts (island found near the Caribbean....)



entitled La Belle et L'Avion (the beauty and the airplane)....

From the start to the end of the documentary, I just wish I was somewhere else…someone else… living something else

Life appears so idyllic and livable...


Despite living on an island (rather a concrete island I would say)I found myself yearning everyday of a new life......

a place where nature (fauna and flore) is still being respected and honored and graced...



not a place where every inch of soil is being toiled with concrete  and overpowered with greed for money and  outrun with consumerism ....



a place where one doesn't have to be ashamed of the color of one’s skin, ethnical background or social background



a place where we don't have to fear of walking in the street or stepping out without any attack, theft, violence or abuse...



a place where your silence is not your weakness...



a place where I can find happiness...

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Glow

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Did you ever think our soul need some kind of insider glow to resource itself and to blossom….

As for me, my life glow resides in nature....

Quite weird but I always find in nature some kind of continuous fascination and inspiration that goes beyond man imagination and power….

Wild, untamed and unpredictable....
My glow resides in the glowing power  of the rising sun......
The victory of the dawn over the falling darkness...

The dawn is always a magical moment....

Full of interpretation and inspiration, the first sight of the first sun rays signify so many things...

peace of mind....a moment to resource your mind and your soul

a new beginning...like every dawn, a new start or page in your life...moving forward in life


perpetual courage or victory....inspired to be an on-going fighter and struggle against barriers in life…

warm - warmth to your body inside and outside cleaning all darkness over you

How could one now live without a dawn or sunrise .....


 


p.s: photos I took trying to capture the sunrise

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Dazzled

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Ever been bewitched by something and you completely forgot about the rest…it’s what happened to me…

Today I went for a long drive on the western coast of the island…It’s been one month since I last went to the beach…

Unfortunately the sun and the blue sky were not on the weather programme…

Still the mood was set for a day at the beach…

Having dreamed of the ocean since quite of a long time, it’s always wonderful to watch the peeping blue gray horizon of the ocean still in the landscape…with some boats as background set for a sea adventure…

While the rare sun rays trying to peek from the cloudy sky, the changing colors of the mountains and trees were another beautiful picture of nature…

With rain and sun playing hide and seek every ten minutes, the weather was tampered with a cool musical sea breeze… playing through the branches of the ‘filaos’ …while the sea was chanting with its crashing waves against the shore…

How could one not resist the alluring call of the ocean…

p.s: old pictures taken last time

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Breathe In and Breathe Out

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Did you ever feel suffocated…
Everyday I’m striving out to breathe in and out….

Living out the same routine…waking up….eating…working….sleeping….

Am so tired mentally and physically (but am relieved that have got a job at last) that I dream almost every night of my work….the pending work awaiting for me….
 
Loner at heart….I know that am isolating from my dear ones…if you’re reading this post am sorry…I know am someone that can be so complicated….as my dearest friend Jade would say…am someone so unsociable….

Though I wake up every morning wishing when this day would end….I can’t wait to gaze at the rising sun every morning when am travelling by bus to work…

to watch the early sun rays lightening the sky and the landscape ….to feel the sun rays warming your skin….
 
The same mysterious sun rising down in the afternoon….the last rays lightening the dark blue color of the ocean….before darkness engulfed the night….

Neither picture nor word can describe the beauty of the sunset or sunrise…
I just wish then I was somewhere else … to at least to breathe in and out….

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Wanted: to rent or buy a new life

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Am placing an ad for a new life…

Like most people am in quest of the idyllic and utopian goal of my life…

Always lost in my dreams and fantasies where I yearn to be somewhere else, someone else living something else…
 
I wish I was able to connect and plug into the real world…be happy…find my place..and live…
But am evading somewhere else where I dream that Mauritius still has some of its exotic fauna and flore and beauty like the Polynesian islands…

that make its pride …and not the concrete and cold buildings and shopping malls mushrooming everywhere…
Live somewhere where there won’t be any rush, stress, and the crescendo run or race of the money culture, hypocrisy and fear…
And be myself for once…

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KO

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KO summarizes well my daily state of mind and life…

These days am so tired that my usual dreams and escapades have been put on pause mode…

Waking up every morning is the most difficult thing I do…leaving the warm and inviting bed rather than face the cold weather …

Each morning I wish the day will end soon so that I will be sleeping again and relax and find some rest and peace finally…

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New Direction

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Finally I have found and built my blog identity…

Now I have built a place where to shelter to picture my feelings and life…

As you can notice, I have been doing some modifications to the blog template to suit the new direction it will be taking….



I change the sunrise theme for a beach or sea view as it reflects better my visions, my escapades, my dreams which always focus and center on sea someway….and I always dream flying to a reclusive beach…



My blog will also be about my dearest friends whom I always like to write on even some posts may repeat but how could I not write about them…talking about them I would like to thank them : Jade, Ari and Caro (esp you Caro and Evan who really saved my day when we needed to submit the dissertation) for your constant support, encouragement…know am a big ball of stress and negativity don’t know how I would have managed last year without all your positive thinking and attitude…



Am so happy that we all have passed and will be graduating this year…



Cheers

p.s: whenever I think of you girls, am always happy and smiling … .

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